Nyan

15-5-12 diablo 3! nah. all i need is...

nyan nyan nyan. ( a "paint" product lol.)

huhh. had a small breakdown. maybe i m over confident. i mean the part i can get over it and live better w.out it. but i was wrong :'( maybe time is what i need lol. felt better after a nap thou.

Moving on!  

happy mummy's day :) MUM l LOVE YOU ! #truestory

start AWWW-ing.

:3

i can imagine them screaming. "MUMMMMMM!!!!"

mum: sweetie, what's the matter? ohh flowers! so pretty, for me?
kids: no, its for my hand #youdon'tsay
(ok i know it's not funny)

MY FAVOURITE PART  <3<3<3

Happy Mother's Day :)

now it all makes sense

this, is called soya bean MILK.

i repeat. is soya bean MILK.
not just soya bean. now it all makes sense to me...

see the cow? (some) cows produce milk. the one on the packaging does.

Exam period...

...is the time where  everything else except studies interest  me.

(maybe it happens on you too :P)

okay maybe i should put it in this way. not "studies" but academic books. i still immerse myself in literatures, recently read Holes. Not bad. Watched Avengers. Ah well storyline and all expected, with realistic effects, light jokes made, hot and sexy people-- entertaining enough. 

i m not an avid blogger, i blog almost everyday before and during but not after exam period == okay it won't actually take a lot of time doing this, but once u 'r up in the net, the temptations and distraction starts. the evil forces lure you to the land of far far away from the bloody reality. somewhere over the rainbow perhaps, and i might find a pot of gold over there waiting for me that's why i don't feel like coming back. gee such a good reason! damnn

more crap coming.

exam period is the time where my philosophical mood came in. I 'll start to ask myself :

What's the purpose of life? to study? study for? exams? what else? fine after getting good grades will secure a job in future? but there's a lot of people outside there, with degree, masters, or even phd without job! why? is it because of their attitude towards life? or they just plain do not have the luck? after get a job then aim for? high position and payment? build up a family? start own career? have kids, send them to school, provide food, shelter and love, watch them growing up,  deal with all the shitty things that might happen etc etc, grow old and? 

die? (duh, unless imma vampire or some immortal thingy)

what is the purpose of life. gotta have a live not just living!

muahaha. right questions at the wrong time i supposed :X

back to geology where the stones are telling me, we will we will rock you *chanting*

yea anyway, saw this in 9gag. find it quite meaningful so decided to share it at here..

ps: Happy  Wesak! hope all are blessed, be good.

why am i the only one eating selena gomez

le me random browsing in the net...

this is what i found.=.=

people nowadays.

are they recruiting a troop to eat her up, that's y they have to complain why am i the only one eating selena gomez. 

why would people wanna eat her? i dont get it, where's captain obvious?  

2 of my most important friend.

Its labour day! and I'm supposed to continue with my essay or studies but I ve been stalking around bout 2 hrs. die-la-me. anyways, I have a real good excuse.


"i can't write! my hand hurts!!" mehh *evil grin*


Hands.
err okay it's something that i didnt actually talk about. since like really young ( gosh i. feel. so. old.T.T) , lower primary i guess, oh no its kindergarden that time, I ve been living with skin problems. One fine day after my grandma's funeral, somehow it gotten worsen like. really scary gory that type. I didnt attend classes for a week, all of the homework are done by typing into comp and printed it out paste on those buku latihan like a lou-sai. From bathing, eating, ahh whatever daily activities have to be done by hands, (almost) all of it i need to be assisted. Thank you mummy daddy n my siblings n my friends who handle the fragile me with extra care. HAHA! 
So i became a vegetarian.my hands seems to get better.went to medical consultation from the usual western style, specialist to Chinese traditional med ALL YOU CAN NAME, i have tried it. It recovered, came back again. recovered. then APPEAR again ughhh.


the condition might live with me till the end of my life lollll. serious.


 well there are quite a long period i can swim, basically all sports which involves hand i can't really pick up. THANK GOD i still can type, draw, write etc :)


Did pretty badly for the earlier test and coursework for this sem. ah well had a pretty efff up life, bout at least 3-4 months? for the starting of this sem. lezzz nott talka bout it lol. anyways FINALS coming in a week's time, just started my essay, revise? err not even half i guesss @.@ MY hand choose to take a short lift on these few days.


This is how it looks like now.

See the difference? lol.

A close-up pic of ze right hand. luckily it's not like my cam is super high quality till can see the details.

my right hand

hmm i laughed like ghost's, hands looks like zombie's.* EFFF YEA I 'M A MUTANT*
jk jk.


Still, I feel grateful cause i have a pair of hands. There are still tons of things i can do :D


Happy labour day! attached here with a camwhore pic which i have no idea how is it related to labour day and 2 of my most important friend. 

Lefty-and-Righty.
Nights! or Morning! :)